April 29, 2003
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Thinking Thoughts of Interest
I started thinking last night. Yeah, it's a frightening thought but sometimes my thinking results in REALLY COOL ideas/notions..so you never really know what will come of my thoughts but once in a blue moon it's something worthwhile and good...the other 568,487 times, well it's mere crap.
Anyway, so I was thinking about how, when I find something that truly interests me I start researching it. I go all over the internet and look for anything and everything that I can about whatever the topic is. This usually leads to more questions and thus, more research. So basically, this one little idea or item of intrigue turns into me totally educating myself on that particular topic. So I was thinking about making a monthly or every other month, colum type page thingy about what ever interest I was pursing at the time. I would put it on my turtlemama.com page and this way I could basically write articles that deal with stuff that interest me, might not interest anyone else, but me...yup, easily entertained, I am.
So, right now I'm just in the stages of 'well, yeah, that might be kinda cool to help people out by doing the research for thema nd then educating them' Then of course I get the, 'what the hell am I thinking? This is so fucking lame, but I think it's sort of cool and it's my site...right?' So, we'll just have to see how this pans out, I need to get organized and figure out how, exactly, to do this...so it really doesn't suck, that bad.
Yep, and the exAH story needs to be typed out also, I just need to have the drive to actually want to rehash that shit yet again..self-discovery makes you rehash shit over and over and over again and it's a pretty painful process, then of course you've rehashed it and you've put your own closure to it and then it isn't quite as painful to think or talk about, but it's still mentally draining. You start typing out a story then you realize after you type a particular paragraph, that maybe THAT'S the reason you have those issues with yellow-bellied sap-suckers, or gold finches, or Burger King drive-thrus. You get my point, right? So, I promise that I'm working on the story in my head, how I want to write it, what I want to get across with writing it and all that. I'm sorry it's taking so long, I am really am not just procrastinating (well, maybe a little) I just have to work myself up to the peak then jump...I'm gettin' there.
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